Maybe its just me. Maybe I'm just insane and imaginfing stuff. I wouldn't be surprised, it runs in the damn family after. But either way recently I really have felt shit. Like everyone has been ignoring me.
I know that's not fair. The logical part of me is saying it's not their fault. They have homework and jobs and God knows what else to do.
They have lives with real friends who they actually like and value.
Its not their fault they aren't as sad and pathetic as you.
...
*sighs*
I miss them. All my friends.. Blogland recently has been falling apart. I'm not strong enough to hold it together.
Few people seem to ever reply to me anymore. Maybe they get bored of me. I'd have gotten bored of me. I am bored of me. Have been a long time. So yeah, I understand that.
And as usual I make a small comment then quell my emotion again. Dismissing it as girley drivle..
Probably because it is really.
Yes. I'm feeling down. But not as down as others. I'm sorry to those who have it worse and yet I still complain about my sh*t.
Doesn't matter.
Bye. Maybe later.
