The lows are less frequent now
I know they aren't "lows" per say, that makes them sound very serious when they aren't
But they don't happen as often
My brain is still over analysing though
Making me feel guilty for things I shouldn't feel guilty about
But that's okay, I can just ignore it
I'm trying to figure out what the problems I have are so I can deal with them
Number one, over analysing everything
Number two, wanting a partner too much, and lying to myself about this
Number three, weight and general fitness
The thing is it's easy to identify the problems
The hard part is figuring out how to deal with them..
I'll get there
Eventually
Jai
