I'm sorry if all the content on here is negative, although it doesn't really matter cause no one looks here anymore
I hate the way I can be
Sometimes I'll just.. sink. A friend will say something, and for no good or fair reason it'll just
Sink me
There goes my battleship
And then I just.. feel shitty because
I don't want them to feel guilty
But I know that if I keep talking to them I won't be as good as I was before
But if I say I'm going to sleep, what if that hurts them too?
And even then, those two thoughts..
They're so self centred. Acting as if they are actually affected, as if they'll actually notice?
They have better things to do than to overthink why their friend is going to sleep at such an early time
I don't know how to deal with it..