Friday, 20 March 2015

You are scum
I tell myself this, having finished my book.
You are a sadistic bitch who belongs in the dirt on her knees. Always getting things handed to her.
Its true. I am..
Slowly I turn to my phone, I load up the page.
About 2 hours I've been gone.
Too bad no one noticed or cared. Because no one does care.
That's not true. People do care.
You just don't care enough to believe them.
My only reply, a sigh.
Load up the blog to make this post.
Of course no one's commented.
Mmm. The back of your leg is soft. Tender. Smooth. Perfect spot for-
No. I promised I wouldn't. Plus the sting wasn't as good as the pain from a scratch.
Facebook message..
Yeah. Course I'm okay. Always..
Even when I'm not.
...
*sighs*

3 comments:

  1. You are not scum, Jaimie. And all you deserve is happiness.
    I noticed and cared about your absence. You mean the world to me, and it is almost like I cannot function without you. Please, do not hurt yourself. I love you, Jaimie. You are the best sister I can possibly imagine.

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  2. http://theironforged.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/a-message-for-amazing-friend-of-mine.html?m=1

    Just read that please
    It says it all
    *hugs*

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  3. Ditto Sophia.

    I really should be asheep. I have testing tomorrow.. whatever.

    Everything Sophia said and also, it's okay not to be okay. No one (not even me! :0 :P) can be okay all the time.

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